This is where I am, right now. It is a very dark place. Other than my regular, automatic uploaded daily post called, “The Addict’s Devotional”, there will be no more posts regarding religious themes. I have no more good words to share some would call “inspirational” because I need, now, to be inspired. I know, now, God is able to use anyone if He was able to use me for as long as He had, for others. But, now I need Him.
I came to the realization last night God’s intent is to save everyone. I need Him to save me. So, I can no longer lead unless I am being lead and right now I’m not being lead until I am lead from this very dark place where I’ve lived for so long, and from time to time I had gotten a little light, but there’s no light now where I am. I cannot see anymore where I am going, what I’m doing, so please, don’t ask me, about it because I have no clue as to what He is doing in my life.
One cannot see well when it is dark.
March 28, 2016